Hello! So, you made it to my blog. I like to say that this is where I come to dump whats on my mind through pictures or posts (sometimes I do just reblog whatever I like or find interesting).
So, follow me, and see the world through my eyes.
It’s times like right now where I sit alone, and cry.
to people that sleep with their bedroom doors open:you are brave but you are going to die young
For real doe
Have you ever wished you could go back in time and change something about the past? I’ve been wishing that a lot lately. There are times that I wish I could just change or forget moments in the past. I try so hard to erase some memories, but instead my mind uses those memories against me. This overpowering of my mind is making my outer shell deteriorate to unveil my fragile, somewhat shattered insides. This isn’t who I am…
The past is the past right? Don’t live in the past, live for today isn’t that what’s always said? Then why can’t I live for today, why can’t I be normal. Why is the past making me suffer everyday?
I don’t understand.
I will continue to fight, but in the process I will not wait. You make me feel happy, and shattered at the same time. When I’m with you, I feel like a new person. I have no worries, and time flies. When I’m away from you I think of how it can never be, but not on my terms on yours. I keep fighting. Is it worthless? I can’t help but feel I have a chance. You do things that make me feel this way. The sad part is, I’m not the only one that sees it. If it is true and I can’t have you, I hope one day I can find someone as great as you. Someone with amazing talent, the biggest most sweetest heart I have ever seen, someone that I could talk to for days, and someone that could be my best friend. You are the best, but I can’t wait forever because everyday another pice of me breaks.